hate that i love you...

Is it me, or did we agree to love,somewhere

I don't feel we got enough.

It's you, but what about me?

...it seems like your living life without me

Everything seems to have your time but...my space in your heart is closing up

And the place where pictures hanging,is the only time that you're with me.

Don't leave me here out all alone, oh no.

I'm still right here, where'd you go?

Look around, don't you feel something missing?

I'm the one you promised you would love,but you gotta act so far away.

While I'm holding on please turn around.

I see you but i don't feel you,can't get your attention to to save our love.

Look back and see me now.

Don't let me down,please turn around.
...i think I've must have get too much cause i felt the road was getting rough.

Suddenly i felt lonely out here

I looked beside me to find you not there.

Said you would love and protect me,all i have is the words you left me.

Here i stand with the plans in my head,its getting me the love that you said.
Don't leave me all alone,

I'm still right here...Where'd you go?

You wanna see the tears I cry on my pillow,

...that doesn't compare what your doing to my soul.

You don't even know I'm in need of love.

Calling you love but you don't seem to her it,and I'm losing you now.

Please just look around.

~"I listen to the same song over and over again..."~


Have you ever been in love? Horrible isn't it? It makes you so vulnerable. It opens your chest and it opens up your heart and it means that someone can get inside you and mess you up. You build up all these defenses, you build up a whole suit of armor, so that nothing can hurt you, then one stupid person, no different from any other stupid person, wanders into your stupid life...You give them a piece of you. They didn't ask for it. They did something dumb one day, like kiss you or smile at you, and then your life isn't your own anymore. Love takes hostages. It gets inside you. It eats you out and leaves you crying in the darkness, so simple a phrase like 'maybe we should be just friends' turns into a glass splinter working its way into your heart. It hurts. Not just in the imagination. Not just in the mind. It's a soul-hurt, a real gets-inside-you-and-rips-you-apart pain. I hate love.

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*Spune întotdeauna ce simţi şi fă ceea ce gândeşti. Dacă aş şti că asta ar fi ultima oară când te voi vedea dormind, te-aş îmbrăţişa foarte strâns si l-aş ruga pe Dumnezeu să fiu păzitorul sufletului tău. Dacă aş şti că asta ar fi ultima oară când te voi vedea ieşind pe uşă, ţi-aş da o îmbrăţişare, un sărut şi te-aş chema înapoi să-ţi dau mai multe. Dacă aş şti că asta ar fi ultima oară când voi auzi vocea ta, aş înregistra fiecare dintre cuvintele tale pentru a le putea asculta o dată şi încă o dată până la infinit. Dacă aş şti că acestea ar fi ultimele minute în care te-aş vedea, aş spune “te iubesc” şi nu mi-aş asuma, în mod prostesc, gândul că deja ştii.*

- Gabriel Garcia Marquez *Nu merită să plângi pentru nimeni, iar cel care merită nu te va face să plângi.*